I want to blog. I do. However, when I sit down in front of my computer and bring up my blog and the space to write, I sit here and stare at it, with all these thoughts floating through my mind, but when I go to actually type them, something just shuts down and I stop. When I do try, the words don't come out the way I want them too and I delete them. I have ideas to blog and I even have a list I add to when something comes to mind to talk about. But apparently not the words to express them. Even now, as I type this, I stop and re-read and think that isn't how I want to say what it is I'm really thinking and I go back and delete and re-write. And still it isn't what I have in my mind to say.
Maybe it's writer's block? Maybe it's depression? Maybe it's the setting where I'm doing the writing? Maybe because I'm really just talking to myself here? Maybe it's just my fingers don't want to do it? Because it's like my mind wants to but the thoughts don't make it all the way down to my fingertips to be able to type the words.
Whatever it is, it is frustrating. Because most of the time writing is fun for me and I like talking about different things and I guess just getting my opinion "out there", even if no one is reading it.
So. I'm gonna post this one even if it is short and all about not much. But better than nuthin, ya know?
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