Thoughts Here and There

Such a shame, right?  Unlike in a soap opera where they get to relive moments in their flashbacks. Too bad we can't do that in real life.

I'm going to NC tomorrow and not really sure I want to. It is for Nicole's birthday and I am picking up Beau and Kyla and then Saturday the grandparents will be there along with Nicole and Beau's sisters.  Just not sure how things are going to be, given how Beau can be a butt and who knows how Ky will be. Not to mention the 6 hour drive to and from.  I am just tired of going to NC period which I know is mean of me but I am so over it.

I swear sometimes it is one thing and another and another and another.  When can it not be?

I wish I would be offered a job in California so I could go live there.  I'm ready for a big change in my life.

I want to find a church here to go to.  I miss Life Cathedral.

One month from today I am going to be 59(!)