Six Months To Sixty, Etc

Six months from today I am going to be 60 years old.  I made a vow (well, sort of) that I was going to change my life and start anew.  I still want to, and who knows, it may happen, but when you have a job and need the money, etc, it isn't always quite that easy. Unless I am able to find a job in Fresno between now and then, I don't see my life changing until I'm 62 and can retire and get social security along with my retirement and money from H. 

Obviously a lot of things can happen between now and then, and who's to say I will even make it to 62.  Hopefully I will, but you never know.  And then of course there is always that caveat that when one makes plans, God laughs and laughs, because in the end, He is the one who has your master plan in hand and it may not agree with what you wanted, so you can only hope that it does work out. 

So in the meantime, I do have a plan (God willing) for at least when I am 62, though I am hopeful that it could happen before then.  ***fingers crossed***

In other news...I took myself off Zoloft after taking it for only a couple of days.  Even though I take it at 6am, it causes insomnia and I have restless leg syndrome and the Zoloft really exacerbates it big time.  I can't be awake until 3am every night and then have to get up a couple of hours later for work. So Zoloft is a no-go.  And I don't want to take sleeping pills either.  I guess we're back to square one here.

CaliGirl is in heat and trying to keep Bob-the-Bulldog off of her is no small feat! Geez I can't wait till it stops.  We tried putting doggy diapers on her but she wasn't having that at all.  She was yelping and acting like it would hurt to put them on so we finally gave up.  And she is spending a lot more time in her pen.

Went to IKEA yesterday and it gave me ideas about Mom's house.  I do wish Fresno had an IKEA, but the they don't and the closest one is in Sacramento I think.  But once I'm living there I just may take a trip up there. A couple (or three) of ideas:

After IKEA we went to On The Border for Mexican food and I had this really good drink called the Citrus Cosmo.  It was like really boozy lemonade but sooo yummy!!

Then it was home and in bed by 10. With plenty of insomnia. Oh what fun.