Dear Mom,
Well, it's been one year ago today that you went to be with God and not one day has gone by where I haven't thought of you and wished you were still here, even though I know you are in a much, much better place and no longer in pain. It's been a long, painful year for me, and so many times I wished I could just bring you back to talk to, though of course I knew I couldn't.
I miss watching our favorite shows together, Flea Market Flip, Property Brothers,( I suppose ...HGTV in genera), along with the Food Network, Jeopardy, etc, going shopping, (not grocery shopping though, lol), having our Starbucks. I even miss those texts from you about why aren't I texting you. Funny the things one takes for granted are the things you miss the most when they aren't there anymore.
I am glad that I was there for your last few months of life, even with the things I had to do that I said I would never do. (God definitely had the last laugh there, I bet He told Moses "Did you just hear what she said she WASN'T going to do?? Boy is she in for a surprise!" and they laughed and laughed. (I like to think God has a sense of humor; He must to put up with the world the way it is.)
I have to admit I didn't think it would be this hard, but boy it has been. But on the other hand I am glad you aren't sick anymore and that you are in Heaven with our Creator. Can't get any better than that.
So just know that I miss you and I love you and you are thought of every day, and I hope to see you some day again.
I
<3 span=""> you Mom.
Well, it's been one year ago today that you went to be with God and not one day has gone by where I haven't thought of you and wished you were still here, even though I know you are in a much, much better place and no longer in pain. It's been a long, painful year for me, and so many times I wished I could just bring you back to talk to, though of course I knew I couldn't.
I miss watching our favorite shows together, Flea Market Flip, Property Brothers,( I suppose ...HGTV in genera), along with the Food Network, Jeopardy, etc, going shopping, (not grocery shopping though, lol), having our Starbucks. I even miss those texts from you about why aren't I texting you. Funny the things one takes for granted are the things you miss the most when they aren't there anymore.
I am glad that I was there for your last few months of life, even with the things I had to do that I said I would never do. (God definitely had the last laugh there, I bet He told Moses "Did you just hear what she said she WASN'T going to do?? Boy is she in for a surprise!" and they laughed and laughed. (I like to think God has a sense of humor; He must to put up with the world the way it is.)
I have to admit I didn't think it would be this hard, but boy it has been. But on the other hand I am glad you aren't sick anymore and that you are in Heaven with our Creator. Can't get any better than that.
So just know that I miss you and I love you and you are thought of every day, and I hope to see you some day again.
I
<3 span=""> you Mom.
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