Fantasy Versus Reality

I don't think I'll ever have complete closure.

This Time

This time was goodbye.

One-Sided

It's always been one-sided.

It will always be one-sided.

Even with one always wishing and hoping and praying, it stays one-sided.

Yet, one still hopes.

Hopes.

4th of July....Not The Same

Days like this I really miss my mom. We were usually at her house this time of year and she always decorated for every holiday and today would have been no exception.

We would have spent the day going to Starbucks and then going swimming for the afternoon and afterwards having ribs or fried chicken, potato salad, baked beans, and corn-on-the-cob for dinner, followed by something yummy for dessert.

I am so homesick for all that now...

I miss you Mom.